Sometimes I like to show my mom some of my drawing that I'm kinda proud of. as in the ones that aren't bloody or depressing or have any type of controversial subject- and usually it's requests/trades I've done for other people. "Happy" drawings. Sometimes she randomly looks at my computer when I'm drawing or sketching. Also I like to change the family computer desktop to one of my drawing to match the season (a horse running through the snow for winter; right now I have Phantom running in the spring rain up) or just something random that I liked that I know no one will be suspicious of. Like the starscape rainbow-lined Mae running- nothing of concern when a girl draws a dog running.

I showed her that one with Mae swimming with the fish and she's just like "Oh it's that same dog".  even when she doesn't see Mae in colour just the lines she recognizes her, for the most part.

I guess this is good because I'm starting to actually become consistent with Mae's looks? That's something that I've never been good at, consistency when it comes to builds. I mean look at her when I first started drawing her, she looked so much thinner and had a completely different build. I guess that's because all my dogs pretty much looked the same lol you couldn't tell a lab from a rottie if it wasn't for the markings. Sometimes I have trouble with the tail as well, I want it  curved at the end and somewhat bushy. And I was playing around with the muzzle for a while, from it being a bit longer than a lab's to making it almost boxer-like to now just sort of medium, hopefully rottie looking (short and broad lol). And I always try to make her build thick. This doesn't always work haha

lol I need to stop showing them my drawing with Mae they'll start to get suspicious yeah mom I like to draw myself as a dog
that's a conversation that will go over well
Even though sometimes I wonder if she knows or has suspicious since our scars do match. I try not to show her ones with too many scars either lol

Or maybe I'm just over thinking her whole comment I mean she might just have said that because she saw two or three of my other starscape/rainbow drawings of Mae and she might think she's just some weird rainbow dog LOL

what was the point of this journal again? no idea ha.

Oh yeah I'm going to change my username too.